25/11/11 - pregnancy test kit shows double line
28/11/11 - go to Polyclinic Permai for confirmation. ( they charged me RM110 just for urine test! )
09/12/11 - 9 weeks of pregnancy ( 1st trimester ) . decreased appetite. i only can eat bun/bread for lunch.
06/01/12 - 13 weeks of pregnancy. counting days to end 1st trimester. having anemia
03/02/12 - 17 weeks. no more morning sickness. eating habit slowly back to normal.
03/03/12 - 21 weeks . still having anemia .
01/04/12 - 25 weeks. anemia resolved.
12/05/12 - 31 weeks.admitted to ward (alone) due to some bleeding. Assumtions -
placenta previa
13/05/12 - scan shows placenta position is normal. discharged ward.
16/06/12 - 36 weeks. anemia getting worst. lost my appetite again but only at night.
13/07/12 - 39 weeks 5days. admitted to ward. mild pain felt ( 10.00pm )
14/07/12 - (0430am) start bleeding, but still have to be
induce.
( i'm puzzled..at first they said i don't need to be induce if i have any labor signs)
(0700am) prepare for inducing procedures. pill inserted. i have to stay still ( laying ) for 2 hours.
(0900am) stomach started twisting..like period pain and after a few hours it getting worst.
i start crying. yelling at the doctors.soak myself in hot water.given pain killer nothing can ease the pain..seriously NOTHING..
( 0300pm) still no cervix dilation.( they said the pill will help dilate me. they lie!)
(1030pm) cervix already opened 6cm..transferred to labor room.
(1100pm) still in super massive pain. they give me pain killer again. i can't stand the pain so
i keep straining/pushing even doctors said it will swell my cervix.
15/07/12 - (1230am) finally..after going through the most painful hours . i safely gave birth to a very precious little baby girl.
the moment that i never want to forget..i nearly cry that time..and all the pain suddenly gone..
they check my placenta.i heard they say "placenta complete out".
then they sew my "v"..checked by doctor again but still said everything okay..
(0600am) i tried to get up to clean my baby but my body trembling badly.
i suffer from serious bleeding..blood pressure dropped..
they check my cervix is it still open. but doctor said it closed.(they're wrong!)
(0800am) transferred to ward. still bleeding badly. checked by doctor and she suggest to scan
my womb. she found a few lumps but doubted if its a blood clot, placenta or fibroid.
16/07/12 - Still having heavy bleeding and i still can't get myself up.eyes getting blurred.
3 pack of water drip given. antibiotic injections every 4 hours. my hand become swollen.
17/07/12 - something comes out from my "v". i freaked out. i thought something going wrong with my "v".
guess what?? it was my placenta. half placenta! how can they said it was complete out back
then..they've check me so many times..doctors, nurses..(puts their hands inside me!) but none of them can detect this problem..if it wasn't careless job..tell me what should i call it..
asking permission to discharge. waiting my baby blood test..if its has high jaundice we have to stay.
but thank god everything went well.. discharged (1630pm)
we heading straight to KB.
"welcome to the world lil homie"
every pain i've been through was worth it